My <3 beats in perfect morse code, which slowly and efficiently beats my soul mates name. I hope God is protecting her for me. & not going to learn morse code jus yet. At the moment i want to make something out of myself first.. To love myself first, To find myself first, before loving someone else.. to prevent the ugly truth.. of loving someone temporary.. to prevent the person who loves me. Fall in love with the person who doesn't even know who he is yet. & no girl deserves my non realization, of not even recognizing myself in the mirror. I don't even know my reflection as much as i think i do. To tell truth.. i owe it to myself. The person inside this soul.. & if your a believer, a strong person or realizing that the teenage life is the last time to have fun.. the last time being single for the rest of our fucking lives, before we all married one day.. Then this is that time of our lives.. Don't Waste IT. Right Now.. we need to totally realize that life is precious because it ends. Like seriously, what if there is no hell and heaven?, what if there is no life after death? What if was just a logical illusion for our imaginations? Like what if after life is the very life we live in today? We get so illusion by looking through life with temporary things. We get sucked in so deep that life is seen as this Battle for responsibility. That we focus on the small stuff rather then the big picture. What im saying is..we see life as this "i have to wake up 6 in the morning tomorrow.. so that all my focus is on the schedule then living it". Like we label life as a schedule.. we unconsciously see life as this obstacle. Sounding corny.. but we all individually "Powerful Beyond Measure". Self sacrifice & self understanding to The Journey to the road to success. Understanding that success will never lower its standards to accommodate me or my role models, but to realize that we all have to raise our own standards to achieve it. That Priorities come first #College, #PartTimeJobs & #MakingTimeForFriends. My 1st Priority..Is the reason why i haven't given up in life.. My 1st Priority is #Football All my energy of love, expression, dedication & thought, is reflected through my Love for the game. I believe, you put all your energy towards your dreams. We all can dream. but can we live it? I'm yet to find out. & with committing your work to the Lord, he will help you succeed.. Anything is possible. Lets stay away from all these distractions. & have one mind set. #YourDreams. distractions like BBM, FB newsfeed, Love/Companionship (you'll find your soulmate when you figure you out & become the person you always knew you'd become.. but that journey starts now.. So wake the fuck up & work towards a better tomorrow. & i bet you in time God will reward you with that Awesome girl you've been awaiting for. What you put in you get out right?) , other distractions like television watching & so on you name it. I call it as i see it, but Television watching got us chasing dreams. Its inspired us, an impression, a taste, a glimpse of what your life could be like. What are your dreams "made of"? we'll have to work hard for it to find out. Stay away from love? they told me, "Never fall in love, It never works out in your favor. You way too young and right now that's just human nature." but if your single?... does not mean no one loves you..it just means that God is busy writing your love story. So be inspired, be patient, motivate yourself, Practice everyday and have something in common: "What is Rest?" BECAUSE IN HARD WORK I TRUST.
So heres to the kids who try their hardest to be good enough for everyone, who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one, who listen to the same song because the lyrics mean a lot, who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a star was wasted on someone that will never care.
"Every man needs a woman when his life is a mess, because just like a game of chess, the queen protects the king... "